What Wouldn’t Brian Boitano Do?

So did you catch the premiere episode of the new Food Network “cooking” show “What Would Brian Boitano Make?“  Cause here’s the thing: GAYEST show ever made for television!  I mean, wow, that Brian isn’t even bother to pretend to maybe not be gay anymore.

I scare-quote “cooking” because, well, I’m not sure you could really call it a cooking show based on the first episode, which exploits all the standard gay stereotypes from flamingly doing everything to living your life for the explicit purpose of helping your straight  male friends get dates with all the girls who adore you but you can’t date ’cause you’re, like, totally gay.

Can’t wait for Episode 2 on Saturday … should be a hoot for a season, but I’m guessing, since Food Network is barely promoting it on the website, they’re not really excited about its chances of success.

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Roasting a Hog on the First Day of Ramadan …

Let’s face it: it would never, in a million years, have occurred to me and Michelle and Shane that this past Saturday was the start to Ramadan when we decided that the best way to welcome the new academic year in was to have a pig-pickin’ as the department welcome back party.  In hindsight, that may have been a little off-color given that we have a Muslim colleague, but aside from letting us Infidels know that we were definitely going to hell, followed by a loud laugh, our colleague wasn’t really bothered at all that the main dish was an incredibly-well-roasted pig. Next year, we’ll just throw some chickens on, too, have BBQ chicken AND pork … can you get closer to heaven?

Saturday was, in many ways, the perfect day for an outside party.  At least, it was until about 5:00 p.m., when the bottom fell out and the rain came and sat over the party all evening with just small moments of reprieve. But I get ahead of myself.

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By 8:00 a.m., Gwennie JC, Max, and I were packed in the car and headed to Michelle and Shane’s to get a pig on the grill.  They had gone to Piggly Wiggly to fetch the 100-pound monster (minus head and feet, of course, though the Hoggly Woggly sent those along in a bag, too, in case we wanted them …), and by 9:00 a.m., we had a hog well seasoned with a dry rub (recipe to follow in my new cookbook) slung on the grill.  I’m here to tell you, in case you’re wondering, a 100-pound hot is NOT light: it is 100 pounds of dead weight (pun intended), and it slips and slides through your hands.  There is nothing to grab on to!

But once we got Babe on the pit, we had 5 hours free to drink beer, which Ron, the new interim department chair, supplied: Bud Lite in purple and gold cans!  Go Pirates! Ron also brought hot dogs for us to slip in next to Babe for lunch.  Is there anything better than a slow-roasted hot dog? I think not … those babies sat on the 250 degree grill for an hour and were scrumptious! At two, we cut slits in the pig skin, which is thicker than you might think, doused it in Carolina BBQ sauce, and flipped Babe on his back, exposing some already-luscious-looking ribs, butts, and shoulders. More sauce and three more hours @ 350 and we had a meal.

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Also, Michelle and Shane rented a bouncy castle … these are the “Ride Rules”, all of which we broke fairly quickly both on Friday night when we tested it and on Saturday when the kids got in it after the rain had already soaked it good.

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People began filtering in around 4:00 and had a little bit of cool time before the wind and rain kicked in.  But my colleagues didn’t let the rain bother them too much.  Michelle and Shane had rented a bouncy castle and it turns out that kids enjoy those things even if they have puddles of water in them.  We had about 6 kids who were completely soaked from head to toe; it’s a good thing that Michelle had told all the parents to bring a change of clothes or two with them.  One set of girls even had their bathing suits in the car.  As one little girl (pictured below) pointed out, next year, if it doesn’t rain, we can just use the hose … I like how she thinks.

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Good food, good friends, good keg … great party!  I wish I had more pictures but I didn’t want to drag the camera out in the rain … maybe next year …

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Let’s Cook a Pig …

How do you not like a blog that starts that way?  I know I couldn’t … Tomorrow is our departmental back-t0-school party at Michelle and Shane’s.  A couple years ago, they started hosting the fall start-up event, and each year, it gets better.  Now, Michelle and Shane have fenced in the back yard, cleared the brush, and even put down a huge new patio that stretches from the deck all along the back of the house.  Their back yard is now the perfect party spot!

So it shouldn’t shock that this year, they’ve decided we’ll just cook a whole hog. Yep, a good-time pig-pickin‘ for the back-to-school event.  Ummm … Tonight, the huge black cooker will be delivered, along with a massive bouncy-bounce castle thing and some tables and chairs.  We’ll string some lights throughout the back yard and we’ll have the perfect party scene, especially after the keg arrives on Saturday.

Most important is that I get to cook my first whole hog … I can’t wait … ummm … and maybe we’ll have time for a disgusting box-cake fiasco known as the Pig Pickin’ Cake!

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Book Review: Vast Fields of Ordinary / David Inside Out

While I was in Atlanta recently, part of a twice-yearly pilgrimage to a better land of tremendous food, good books, and fun people — but mostly just to get away and get some writing done — I took advantage of being so near to OutWrite and Brushstrokes to grab five or six of the new gay and lesbian YA/adolescent books out.  Now that I’m finally sitting down in some serious fashion to craft my own, to get that novel out that I’ve been wanting to write for a while, it seemed useful, as well, to make sure my plot wasn’t already completely done.  Of course, saying my novel has a “plot” is a bit grand; it really just has two or three clear characters and the hope that if I keep making them talk to or avoid each other, a plot will create itself.  We’ll see.

burd_vastfields.jpgBefore I’d left Atlanta, I had pretty much read Nick Burd‘s delightfully well-written The Vast Fields of Ordinary. The novel focuses on Dade’s liminal summer, that strange span of three months when you’ve graduated and your life is sooo going to be vastly different but you’re still waiting around your home town for the change/college to come.  College always seems so terribly far off.  That’s Dade’s dilemma.  Plus, he’s been involved in a completely one-sided high school fling with Pablo, one of the popular boys whose girlfriend lives to pick on and abuse Dade in public; he takes it in large part because he thinks that having the secret torrid affairs with her boyfriend is a useful, if  revenge.

The plot moves when Dade meets Alex, a recently graduate drug dealer who also happens to work at a local taco dive.  Sparks fly, starting with their shared love of the British indie-punk-runk group Vas Deferens (whose clever name comes from the sperm-transfer duct in some species), and moving through a host of rural (mis)adventures.  Truthfully, the characters, none of them, are people I’ve known or would probably want to hang out with. Perhaps because, as a teen, I was so desperate to get away from my working-class background and on to something else, and this very middle-class protagonist seems to revel in the faux-grunge of midwestern working-class pot-smokers/dealers. That part didn’t work for me, but what did was Dade’s emotional underlife. He doesn’t think he deserves love or happiness and trades that for a horrid “relationship” with the down-low jock; he’s willing to be used physically in a chimera of love/affection. That, I get.

bantle_davidinsideout.jpgAnd it’s infinitely better on several levels than Lee Bantle’s David Inside Out. Bantle’s writing, despite some fairly purple praise on Amazon, is not that strong. In fact, I had trouble following a lot of his jump-cut prose-style throughout the first several chapters; this gets better by mid-book and there’s a clear moment when the writer seems finally to have gotten his prose under control. The protagonist, David Dahlgren, runs on the track team and is, one assumes, fairly good, but he doesn’t pace himself in the opening race of the novel and loses it for the team.  It’s a cute metaphor, made slightly more precious by the face that his teammate, Sean, whom David has a lust for, has told David to let Sean pace him, to follow his stride and timing.  When David begins to do that, he starts to run better and last longer, even finding that “runner’s bliss” that runners supposedly get.  of course, Sean, like Pablo in Burd’s novel, eventually shows David the product of his own vas deferens, but has such internal shame at having same-sex desire, just like Pablo, that their relationships is ultimately a series of ejaculatory trysts, always after at least a few beers.

While the story of both novels seems true to me, given my own experiences and those of people I know, I much preferred Vast Fields to David, in large part because Burd’s novel does a better job of keeping other plot lines running (a missing child who crops up on televisions, a troubled marriage, a dead child — all of which provide Dade with something else to think about and thus make the novel not quite as self-absorbed as YA novels tend to be). Best of all, my novel’s characters are not these characters, so one writes on.

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So Long an Absence

Can it really be two months since I last posted to my blog? Wow … the time flies. I was making such an effort to post while in London, and then that fell apart and then I thought, the week I get back, I’ll post the rest of my London 2009 trip entries (which I tried this summer to capture in a hand-written journal for some dumb-ass reason), add the pictures, then keep going.

But I got sick upon returning from London and then the Tar River Writing Project started and I just couldn’t find a moment to blog a word.

So now I have to ask myself: is my blog dead? Do I still want to blog? I think so. For so long, the blog was an archive of sorts for things I found interesting. More recently, the simplicity of sharing on Facebook has taken me completely away from sharing links and videos and pictures on my blog. Plus, there’s a social grouping at work there. So that leads me ask different questions about my blog and what I want it to do.

Should I use it to capture memories for a memoir I’m working on? Should I just have it as a place to get me to write sometimes? as a daily warm-up? as outlet? I just don’t know what will make me want to write on my blog again. Maybe it’s just like other kinds of writing: you have to sit your ass down and say do it and then you do.

Let’s see where this goes.  I’m going to write everyday for a week and see what happens … if I’m coming back to the blog world, then I’m coming back; if not, then I guess this will die its own death and something new will emerge.

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Foucault, Regent’s Park, & Chicken Sex

A Thursday morning with no teaching must needs require a trip to Regent’s Park, yes?  As I sit, I’m being regarded by an egret, this one a dark and mottle-throated heron, who has now noticed a lady heron stop by, his neck has gone low, his chest and body made full, the meeting croak and gurgle issues for from his constricted throat to please this new hen — such is Spring and mating in Regent’s, I suppose, where I come this morning to absent myself from Edgware and Marylebone roads, to find something in The Order of Things with Foucault.

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An hour or so of sitting, and I think to find my favorite spot in Regent’s, the grotto at the top of a small waterfall, slightly hidden and rarely busy with casual park walkers and sitters.  On the way through Queen Mary’s roses, I find Rick and Katie, wonderfully and accidentally met; they’ve been reading and discussing Dickens.  First a chat behind the fountain, then a quick lunch in the park, a dejeuner solaire at the cafe in the middle of the park.  I’d arranged to meet Anna at Clarence Bridge, so they followed me to do that before actually going to mine and Rick’s grotto, which henceforth is known as the Richard Taylor Memorial Grotto @ Regent’s Park; some people needn’t die to have things named for them, of course.

There was a bit of a mix-up as to which bridge we were meeting at, so Anna was not at the bridge I’d assumed she be at; eventually, we gave up and began walking only to run into her coming from the other bridge.  We’re so lucky to always find each other like that!  So better than anything was getting to share our spot with Anna and Katie.  Katie reads to us from Dickens’s Oliver Twist ; Anna does multiple sun salutations; Rick stands on his head.

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Then off to see the zoo — which is way too expensive to bother going into!  A walk back, a brief rest, Indian food for dinner on Edgware — then off to the catch the #25 bus to Islington/Angel for a pub play @ the Old Red Lion.

We made it early enough for a pint or two or three … Chauntecleer & Pertelotte, a rewriting of the Chaucer fabliau.  For a week, we had billed this play to the students as the “chicken sex play” and we were NOT disappointed at all — 2 actors, both briliant, playing the titular characters and the frame narrators.  The production was hilarious — the most fun with language play, with word rhymes and strange collusions, with Anglo-Saxon kennings and Medieval metaphors.

But the genius came after — the actors were both interested in chatting with us and talking about their work — Tim Dewberry and Annie Hemingway, who left early but returned for drinks and Anna, Brent, Rick, Tim, and I.  We stayed late, chatted a lot about all sorts of things, but in the end, we mostly talked about the news, about what Obama was doing/not doing/should be doing — the feeling of a tipping point that has occurred in the International consciousness, the hope that we’ve turned a corner not just as a singular nation but as something larger, more global.  It remains amazing to me that in a simple outing like this in London, we go to politics and have discussions beyond simple platitudes or sandbox rhetorics.

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Ultimately, I’ll admit: there was no small amount of flirting with Tim — he was ever so lovely and fun — and he caught my joke about balls flying at my face — took him a moment, but then he was there … and how do you NOT like someone who gets your jokes/references to pop culture? Lovely pictures in the end of myself and the two actors — kisses and hugs and a leg in the air, which has always struck me as just the right way to end an evening.

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Tube Strike!

London Tube Strike in effect all day — time to try overground transport!  After class — Paddington & Mary Poppins — Rick, Amy, Clevatrice, Celestine, and I meet the #15 on Edgware Rd to St. Paul’s — such a lofty goal!  The roads were a mess, one car packed after the other all the way to the Embankment — it took us over an hour to get to Regent’s Street, which I could easily have walked in 20 minutes — at this point, I began to lose my mind and announced that I was off the bus at the next stop!  Others could come with me or stay, but I could not stay on that bus one second longer lest I be arrested for killing someone.  We walked from Regent’s St, through Piccadilly Circus, along the edge of Trafalgar Square, and finally to Embankment … and then to the Tate Modern & finally to the Globe for Romeo & Juliet.

London_2009_203.jpgThe Tate was tremendous fun this year as the first floor was half-filled with a sort of rustic playground, including some balance beams and tight ropes, some inclines for climbing, and a series of closet-looking structures for climbing by placing the back against one side the feet against the other and inching up.  The best, however, was this enormous ball that rolled around on sand and made a cool sound, sort of like popping bubble-wrap, and near it this cylinder that would fit two or three people and would roll back and forth.

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Naturally, Rick and I had to give it a go.  I was tremendous at it; Rick needed some work.  What’s to be done?  I can’t teach everyone everything, after all …

London_2009_196.jpgAs You Like It had been so lovely, we were all quite eager to see Romeo & Juliet.  We had a wonderful start as 10 minutes before the play officially began, some of actors milled about on stage and even began a singing quartet that was simply fabulous.

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Alas … the play itself was a somewhat horrid production of those idiotic adolescent “lovers” from Verona — I really could have cared less if Romeo and/or Juliet died; in fact, if they had died an hour sooner, I’d have probably clapped (where they got good reviews for the website is beyond me) — and the lines themselves came out so fast that one could hardly follow the plot … never seen such spitting of lines, at least not outside of competitive debate!  I was reminded what a truly awful play Romeo & Juliet is, at least played “straight” — with nothing to interest, the text just seems silly and so much perseverating on the word banished — yes, yes, I get that banishment in the 15th and 16th centuries was a big deal, but come on! — at one point, Phillip & I lost it … I leaned in and whispered to Phillip, “Really, I wonder if banished is important here? Do you think this issue is going to come up later?” and then we started laughing and I think we may have annoyed some of our theatre-going neighbors standing near us. Oh, well …

Henceforth, let it be known that Romeo & Juliet must needs be a comedy again — it’s simply too silly to do otherwise — and let us have cross-dressing and over-acting and lampoonish commentary on the stupidity of the primary characters … let the Friar’s speeches demonstrate that he’s almost ready to kill the morons himself; let the fight scenes look more like the parodies they are; let us be encouraged to applaud the deaths of these star-crossed idiots, both alike in their level of insipid proclamations of love.  That’s an R&J I could get behind …

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On Seeing Peter Pan in Kensington Garden …

Tuesday begins as a day of infinite promise — what could be bad about seeing Peter Pan in Kensington Garden, after all? This truly was the trip/excursion that my whole three weeks in London would hang on … The rest of the day — a fleeting Tube ride to Baron’s Court to walk around outside the Queen’s Tournament AEGON Championships, with no ticket to get inside, of course; a short walk from Hyde Park Corner to the flats — even the impending Tube strike — these were as nothing compared to the joy of seeing the play version of Peter Pan, a play I did in college and have since loved dearly, and seeing it in the garden that inspired the setting …

I led our group along Edgware Rd, Pret bags in hand, for a picnic in the park outside the Peter Pan tents … and there we sat, in the gazebo between the statue of Peter and the tents! A perfect setting to eat together and laugh and chat. It all felt magical — and then reading our children’s pictures books to each other — I wondered if this event would easily eclipse anything form the 2008 summer in London …

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And then the play … beginning with a few souvenirs …

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We entered a tremendous white circus tent to find some of the most proper seats, all laid out in a smart circle, creating a theatre-in-the-round effect.  The stage was constructed with a wonderful underneath section, so characters would emerge from it … how exciting!  It certainly did not disappoint; at various moments throughout the production, stage furniture would flip and turn from a bed in the nursery to a flat space in the forest of the Neverland or a sewing machine for Smee to mend some of Hook’s digs. At one point, a knotted tree trunk emerged from the floor to reveal the holes through which the Lost Boys, Peter, and the children would gain access to their hidden home under the ground … but to look at it closely, you could see how veinous and ventricular it was, how it was surely meant to represent Peter’s home as the very pulsing heart of the Neverland … and then the children’s very coming and going an exuberant flow of the life/blood of the island — the stage would pulse with energy and the boys and Peter and Wendy … inspired staging!

London_2009_Peter_Pan.jpgMy first fear for the production came almost immediately, however, as so many of Mr. Darling’s lines were being cut or rewritten.  Where was his famous “A little less noise there!”? I thought to myself, “This won’t work when Peter says the same line two acts later!” (and then even more shocking to see that Peter had lost that line as well!!)  It was the loss of the poetry that affronts — these lines were, many of them, so tragically stiff or simple — at times, it seemed the director could not fix his gaze on any particular audience: this scene cut as a problem for contemporary children to understand, this one left in, Tiger Lily reconceived as a sex kitten and Tinker Bell represented on stage a tall post-goth pixie, but then poetic lines of complexity omitted … some things changed for young children, then others added for adolescents or adults … just strange, to me, as the original play works just fine “as is” …

Ultimately, my real disappointment came in the fact that the production is a mash-up of so many Peter Pans: the Barrie play, bits from Barrie’s novelization thrown in here and there, pieces from the different movies — so many other Pans there and I was quite happy with the simple complexity of the original Barrie play — all to itself … And what good to have a full-bodied/embodied Tinker Bell? I so preferred her as simply a non-speaking light on a wire and pin rails … and she got LINES?!  What? In the play, when she speaks, it was as a tinkling of bells!! In this production, she has her own lines, but really to no end. I could see if the director were making a statement about this particular female character, either as offering Wendy another vision of womanhood or as simply a character with (somewhat) her own “voice” but the production does neither of these things, really. I didn’t have much use for the Tinker Bell.

But the flight … the flying was inspired, indeed — and the 360 degree projection as they children and Peter flew over London! My heard could have stopped. To see them leave Trafalgar Square, after a brief bit over Kensington Garden, and then around St. Paul’s Cathedral and along the Thames to Tower Bridge — one felt fully caught up with them, flying along to the Neverland — sitting and moving all at the same time. Tremendous!

By the end — and especially with the horrible addition of the line “To live would be an awfully big adventure!” as Peter is talking to Jane in the (future) children’s nursery — I was, as a whole, sad — disappointed at the additions and deletions and unsure what the director was hoping for?

The walk home from Kensington, through Hyde Park, was difficult. I really felt that my favorite children’s play had been quite ruined by the production. It still pains, a bit, a day later, that the director would have butchered a perfectly lovely text in ways that even a truly phenomenal crocodile on stage (made form bits from the children’s closet: wire hangers, sheets, towels, etc) couldn’t fix …

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Pas de Tennis, Pas de Spring Awakening …

Monday of week two means teaching Winnie-the-Pooh.  I should probably quit teaching it; it doesn’t get easier to do.  Part of me says, ‘What is there to say?’  But it’s so much work to go beyond the obvious – how Milne represents various facets of the post-Edwardian, post-war child through Christopher Robin’s stuffed animals – and to go into anything else about psychology, social class structures, the functions of Utopian fictions … plus, it was more fun just to talk about why Rabbit feels this constant need to excise any anything new from the forest.  I decided we’d just read the bits from Winnie-the-Pooh and House at Pooh Corner in which Kanga and Roo and then Tigger come to the forest … and Rabbit gets his knickers in a bunch about it and hatches plans to first kidnap Roo and thus put Kanga in her place and then to get Tigger lost in the woods and teach him not to be so bouncy. The “J”-type in me loves him some Rabbit, but he can be such a prick sometimes …

Turns out that the tickets to the Queen’s Cup AEGON Championships didn’t work out quite as well as I’d hoped … the tournament was essentially sold out for the day and then just had expensive tickets for the rest of the week.  I love me some Andy Roddick, but I wasn’t ready to spent £60 to see him from the “cheap” seats.  So off to see Rob Pattinson and Javier Beltran in Little Ashes — utterly delicious — lush in cinematography and blocking. I found myself really hurt, emotionally, by the conflicts of love/passion between Dali and Garcia-Lorca, as portrayed in the film.  It caused me to puzzle, yet again, the conflicts of historical reclamation and queer(ed) identities — what does it serve to continue the image of conflict and despair, anger and dysfunction? One wonders how we’re helped — the urge to claim history and place but to have so few, if any, images of happiness, connection, etc.  the heart hurts …

Spring Awakening has ended its run @ the Novello and I’m sad to miss it.  Of course, this opens a space to see Priscilla, Queen of the Desert, so all for the best perhaps.  Who knows what tomorrow will bring …

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Et in Arcadia Ego

I’d thought Saturday to be a slow day for recuperation, but then I got excited to go to the West End area to see Daniel Boys signing his new CD, so the day was on!  Rick, Anna, and I left early … we were already going to see Tom Stoppard’s Arcadia that night … so we figured to stay all day, ramble around, starting with the signing at Dress Circle on Upper St. Martin’s Lane … but the queue was way too long and I just don’t stand in line for anything.  If there’d been the slightest chance that Boys would have looked at me, fallen madly in love, and left with me, I’d have waited hours and hours, but that being too ridiculous to consider, I told Rick and Anna we might as well just head south, grab a prawn mayo from Pret to eat on the steps of St. Martin’s-in-the-Fields, and watch the Saturday madness of Trafalgar Square.  And a moment for a chat with Oscar Wilde …

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Anna wanted to pop into the National Portrait Gallery shop for some postcards, and I was sad to see that we’d be missing the exhibit there on “Gay Icons” … those would have been fun portraits to see!  But our lunch on the church steps was lovely, until Anna, not paying careful enough attention to the aggressive pigeons that stalk Trafalgar Square, found that one large triangle of her cut sandwich bread was the new plaything of the birds, each taking turns throwing the large triangle into the air to break it up, a flock descending to eat the seeds and to carb-load.  It was funny to watch, certainly, though anytime that many pigeons get around me I have Hitchcock flashbacks and look for the nearest exit!

We decided to pop into the National Gallery since we were there and needed to kill some time before the play.  Truthfully, I’m not a huge fan of art galleries; I feel so completely ignorant in them, and can’t help but think that I’m wasting my time. I want someone I know to be there beside me, to tell me how to read the walls, what to look at, how to see it.  I always feel this need to ground my reading of the art; with that, I’m quite happy reading it differently, working against any sort of official interpretation or period-based assessment.  Without that grounding, I find all art to be like Jackson Pollack canvases: a lot going on, no idea where to settle my eye, no sense of how to begin. I could just as easily be looking for Waldo in the gallery as anything. I can’t help but feel this is a mark of my low character.

Regardless, this trip, though I was overwhelmed and frustrated by the crowded Saturday gallery, did yield two pleasant surprises.  One, I fell somewhat fully in love with Renoir’s “The Umbrellas” … the movement of the piece, following from the bright child at the bottom to the apex at the top right, the umbrellas are exquisite; I found myself watching them, moving with them … the blues so exquisite.  Then, I stumbled upon “The Execution of Lady Jane Grey” by Paul Delaroche …. I couldn’t move for 20 minutes. The painting is enormous, too large to fit on the wall in any home I could ever own, done in lights and brushstrokes that seem to me like the Dutch Masters, though I couldn’t possibly tell you why I think that.  The image of Lady Jane, blindfolded, inches away from the wood block on which the axe would sever her head from her body … the ladies in waiting there to watch, one already fainted and crumpled on the ground, the other wailing upon the back wall, the strange determination of the man guiding Lady Jane to her death, and the strange dark look of empathy on the executioner’s face.  And Lady Jane, all in an ethereal silver-white dress, her arms awkwardly jutting from her body, looking for something to grab, something to steady her, fingers sticking out as though desperate to touch something firm, something exact, to find comfort or assurance. The whole tableau gruesome and alarming and appealing and amazing, light in dark, dark around light, colors muted and explosive in an orgy of trembling. It makes me want to know something about art.

The evening culminated for me, however, in the trip to Arcadia at the Duke of York theatre on St. Martin’s Lane. In some ways, this feels like the most perfect of London trips: in the span of one week, I’ll have attended genius productions of the last two plays I performed in, Arcadia and Peter Pan (in a few days).

I had looked forward to seeing Arcadia for months, since the moment I read that it would be in London while we were there, to see again my favorite Stoppard play, one I had performed in myself back in my ‘theater days’ … As I watched, from the opening with Thomasina and Septimus’s discussion of carnal embrace, all the way through, I remembered so many moments of our own rehearsals and performances at Georgia Southern in the summer of 1999 — ten years ago exctly — and Amy Lovin as Hannah, Amy as Hermoine, David, all the rest — so much fun that summer —and, of course, missing Patti … Stoppard’s play remains, for me, a brilliant look at hwat we know and don’t — at the way we seek so aggressively (and arrogantly) for knowledge, to learn and to know, and the sturggle of methodology — the how we know.

I left that play on a high that I experience rarely … I love almost all plays, musicals, theatre, but there are those that move more fully or completely, or which raise questions that keep me thinking for days … I was lucky to see such a moving Arcadia, and even more fortunate that so many of our students chose to go on their own to see it after Rick and I recommended it in class.

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